I am losing myself!

I am losing myself

I fear I will burst into dancing round and round

With hair open

Without a care

Without my self-respect

The way my soul yells

The way my universe tells

But I want to be like everyone else

Prim and prompt

Marching forward to excel

As everything is going to last for eternity

Pretending like present is not a hell

I knitted so carefully

The web that covers my real self

I feel it is untying.

My persona is

Unwinding 

I am holding the thread

Very tightly

To not slip it further

To not let it

expose

The crazy

The maddening

The all confused

My hidden self.

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